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DARK MATTER
by One of Many


Poetry by ​Ward Joseph Jarman



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​      To clarify, I own the copyright to Dark Matter because I wrote it and it is a companion to Deathbed Reflections which also bares my copyright seal because I also authored that text. Instead of affixing "by Anonymous" I chose "by One of Many" because I am one of many adult survivors of child sexual abuse as well as childhood abuse in general. Dark Matter and Deathbed Reflections have arisen from one creative voice but that creative voice originates from a male who has experienced severe trauma in his childhood which fractured his self into pieces (ego states). Some ego states were not fully integrated with the others. One of these ego states was abandoned to lie suffering and buried alive in a very dark place to be ignored.
     Two manuscripts authored by one voice of one person among many survivors represents and demonstrates the fracturing, disjointedness and need for reintegration necessary to survivors to regain wholeness. Thus the compelling motivation for both manuscripts to be authored by "One of Many."   
​                                        Ward Joseph Jarman                                 
                          

Dark Matter

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Poetry

ISBN 978-1-943424-58-0

54 pages, softcover

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